heres to the fans

the photo for this post has been updated.  showing the fans that supported me at the NYC Marathon and how happy I was to have them there.  Each one helped me through this race.  Even the people I didn't even know, but were cheering. &…

the photo for this post has been updated.  showing the fans that supported me at the NYC Marathon and how happy I was to have them there.  Each one helped me through this race.  Even the people I didn't even know, but were cheering.  

Heres to the fans
To the ones who stand on the sidelines cheering everyone on
You have no idea how much you mean to the runner
You have no idea how much you lift them up
And help carry them along

Your cheers
Your words
Your smiles and high fives
They take that runner further than they thought they could go
You help them keep going

Heres to the fans
The ones who wait
The ones who stay
The ones who scream as loud as they can
To people they do not even know

You make a difference
You matter
You are heard
You stick with that runner as they struggle up that hill
They play your cheers
Over and over in their head

Heres to the fans
The ones who show up in the cold and the heat
The ones who make signs
Ring bells
And lose their voices
From cheering

You bring hope
You bring smiles
You bring an energy 
That would be missing without you
You are as much a part of this race
As the runner is

Thank you for showing up
Thank you for cheering
Thank you for taking the time to be there
Without you a runner would be running silently
You bring emotion
You bring life

Heres to the fans!!

100 day count down

In 100 days I will be stepping up to the starting line
Beginning a whole new journey
Navigating all new terrain
And step by step making it 26.2 miles
It all feels so surreal
Yet it is happening
Each day I am preparing, showing up, and putting in the time
I am pushing myself when I don't want to take another step
Going out the door when all I want to do is curl up the couch
Mile after mile I am moving, going, never giving up
Hopefully all of this hard work will pay off on this fatal day in November
I pray that my body will be strong, my ready, and excitement taking me through the tough times
I have 100 more days to prepare
And then the ultimate test
I am excited for this adventure, looking forward to that starting line
And also filled with butterflies for the unknown
Today the count down begins!

stepping up to the challenge

A year ago I stepped up to the starting line and ran the Verizon Corporate Challenge.  It was a balmy 90 degrees with 100% humidity.  I had been running infrequently and signed up for the race because of the coaxing talk of my co-workers.  

Some would consider the course hilly, and a year ago that is exactly how I felt.  Before you make the final turn and get a glimpse of the finish line there is a hill you have to climb.  Last year I struggled up that hill.  My body did not want to move, my lungs were tired, and from the side of the road I heard "use your arms".  I am not even sure who shouted those words and they most likely weren't even talking to me, but that phrase has stuck with me.  Each time I am climbing a hill I repeat in my head "use your arms".  It has become my hill climbing mantra.  

Stepping up to the starting line this year I am a completely different runner.  I have logged mile after mile and climbed hills that I never thought I would make it to the top of.  I am not just a causal runner like I was last year.  I could no longer joke about just wanting to finish without passing out.  I am a runner.  A runner who is training for the NYC Marathon.  

As I made my way through the course this year my body felt strong.  My mind did not once say "I want to stop, I want to stop" as it used to do.  I was prepared mentally and physically.  Those hills that pushed me to the limits and challenged me last year were a walk in the park.  On the last hill where I received the wise words of "use your arms" I started laughing out loud. . . . this was the hill that was a killer, really?  

It is so good to feel the results of all the hard work I have been putting in.  To have a place to compare back to and be able to measure what I have overcome.  I have grown leaps and bounds simply from steadily showing up.  When things were hard and I wanted to quit I kept going.  When I didn't want to run and my mind kept telling me to stay home instead, I laced up my sneakers and went out the door.  It wasn't always easy, but I always showed up.  Even in the rain, the cold, and the sweltering heart you would find me out there pounding the pavement as I racked up my miles.  

I have learned that so much can be accomplished when we put our minds to it.  When we stick to our guns and show up day after day after day.  It isn't always going to be pretty.  There will be days and moments when it totally sucks!  But if we stick to it progress is made.  We begin to feel stronger.  And soon running three miles is a walk in the park and we are aiming to push past 14.  It is amazing what we are capable of.  

What big dream do you want to accomplish? Go ahead .... say yes to it and show up.  It will begin to unfold and you will be amazed.  

yoga

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It has been awhile since I have shown up on the Yoga Mat
Running has consumed my time
And I haven't carved out any space for anything else
But tonight I pushed myself to slow down
To show up and release what no longer served me

My shoulders were heavy
My body tight
My mind racing
Some of the poses we held felt like an eternity
I struggled to be in the moment and concentrate on my breathing

With each pose and reach I felt my body lengthening
The stress in my shoulders released
My mind was clearing
I felt taller, and stronger 
Even if my legs were shaking

I surrendered to the moment and I let go
I saw things from a different perspective
I regained confidence in myself
And reaffirmed what I already know, that I can do what I put my mind to
As long as I show up

What I love about Yoga is your ability to go at your own pace
To listen to your body and do what it needs in that moment
There is no judgment from others
Just a silent knowing that we are each doing what we need
And we got through the hard part, we all showed up

I leaned into the discomfort
I breathed in deeply and stood on the edge
I pushed through and practiced
Time and time again
I made it through and I am better for it

I can feel in my body that I need this
The stretching, the quiet, the releasing
I carry around so much with me each day
It is a beautiful thing to slow down 
To surrender and to listen

 

what you see when you run

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When you run you get to see some pretty neat things

> > > Like good looking guys playing a soccer game with their shirts off
> > > Your watch showing you the slow pace you are running even though feel like you are going so fast
> > > People cheering you on, like your aunt, a family friend, and even strangers
> > > Beautiful rays of sunshine streaming through the trees
> > > Cute puppies and stunning flowers
> > > And sometimes nothing because you have a terrible stitch in your side and you close your eyes hoping it will go away

You have to take the good with the bad and I am pretty certain that the good totally out weighs the bad. This is why I keep showing up time and time again.  

out of shape

When you focus on one thing
You give yourself the opportunity to get really good at it
But you lose the other skills that you had cultivated along the way
You become rusty and out of shape

Laser focus can be fantastic, but it also leads to losing site of other things
When you concentrate only on your legs
Your arms become weak 
You forget what it is like to pull yourself up
When you try you become sore
And you remember the first time you made the attempt

We need to keep all the wheels running
Move all the parts and keep them engaged
This is true with fitness, but also in life

When you learn a new skill you need to keep at it
Practice, practice, practice
You will never learn a new language unless you try to speak it
Every single day

When you don't try you forget
Then you are back at square one
Stay on top of your game
Avoid getting out of shape
And giving attention to all of you

You will be so grateful you did