Dreary

Ramapo

Reservation

I have been feeling really dreary lately.

The rain, the time change....

It has all weighed heavy on my heart.

I miss the sunshine on my face

The smile of the clouds as they pass by.

I miss being outside and soaking in this wonderful life.  

I have spent many days curled up in bed 

The blankets my cocoon, 

holding in the tears that want to fall

like the rain falling outside.  

I listen to the song the rain sings

Hoping it will soothe my sadness

I flip through old photographs of wonderful times 

I cherish the memory of these moments, 

but my heart is

yearning

for the sunshine.  

Tomorrow is a new day, 

and the beautiful sun should shine brightly

Hopefully this will light up my heart. 

Creativity

my art supplies sprawled out in my magical cottage

Creativity has surrounded me.  

It is oozing from my pours

Spilling out from my heart

And singing a song inside my head.

I feel connected

I feel centered

I feel like I am headed down the right path

I feel comfortable with myself

For a long time I was not comfortable with me

I was in the shadows

Hiding behind closed doors

Concealing my heart

But now I am colorful

Full of light

Feeling the world around me

And taking it all in

The things that surround me amaze me

Make me smile

Make me feel whole

They ignite a fire inside me, that won't go out

I adore this life,

I adore this little magical cottage I call my studio apartment

I adore my art supplies,

my camera, and my photos.

I adore the connection I get with others through these things.  

I am savoring life!

Taking it all in

Top of the Lemon Sqweeze, New Paltz NY

The sound of the leaves fluttering in the breeze

The radiant colors beaming from the trees

The stillness

The quiet

Soaking it all in

Hearing my footsteps along the path,

carrying me through the woods.

Holding me safely

Embracing my heart

Nature brings me back

Grounds me

Helps my soul de-clutter

It brings a smile to my face

Eases my fears

And makes me feel a little more comfortable with myself.