After the storm

The storm has passed but the destruction is devastating.  Here in the north so many trees are down.  Fallen in the middle of the road, crushing houses, and pulling down power lines.  Darkness blanketing towns. There is an eric feeling in the air when night falls. Without a flashlight you cannot even see directly in front of you and all you hear is the  sound of generators humming in the distance.

Gasoline is hard to come by.  The lines for the open stations are incredibly long.  I have never seen anything like this before.  I tried to capture it with my camera but they are so massive it is hard to get it.  Car after car waiting on the shoulder of the highway with hope in there hearts that when they pull up to the pump there will be gas to fill there tank.

In the south the destruction is even more devastating. Sea water taking out so much. The tide un controllable.  Same in new York city.  The water levels rose and even filled the subway stations.  It is terrible.

Through all the destruction I am blessed.  Although devastation occurred to homes of family everyone is safe and healthy. And that is the most important. Homes can be rebuilt and together we will do that.

Today through all this I am celebrating my 32nd birthday. I am in shock that I am 32. Time flies by so quickly.  So many memories I have tucked into my memory bank.  So much to smile about, so much to be thankful for.  I am lucky and incredibly grateful.  I am typing this from a school parking lot where I have found wireless connection.  Little pockets of hope peaking out.

Think good thoughts for those who are struggling due to Sandys wrath.  They need the love and a little bit of lifting up.  Be kind to each other and understand tht so any are stressed, worried, and just trying to figure it out. Patience will be such a gift to these people who are edge.  Smile at one another. A little bit if love goes a long way.

color arriving in my mailbox

During the Love Notes Post Card Project I get so excited to walk to my mailbox.  I will make frequent trips there just to find what is waiting for me.  Tumbling out are colorful creations that I can hold.  Words filled with love and hope written by hand.  A piece of someones heart right here for me to embrace.

If I am having a bad day the postcards lift me up.  Ground me.  And help me to remember what is important in this world.  If my day is a good one, then the postcards take me to cloud nine.  It is amazing the power these little postcards hold.  How deeply they touch, how quickly they change my outlook, and how much happiness they swirl around.

My mailbox has been lonely lately. Since I haven't ran the project recently all that has filled my mailbox has been bills, coupons, and junk.  Until the lovely little postcard you see above arrived.  And it just made my day and reminded me deeply the importance of the Love Notes Postcard Project.

I think another round of the Love Notes Post Card Project is needed.  With the storms of the East Coast swirling around a little love could help some heal.  Soon, very soon, registration will open.

Sending you all so much love!

the storm is coming


There is an eerie calmness in the air tonight.  The wind blows, the leaves rustle.  A sense of uncertainty lurking about what Sandy will bring with her.  We have prepared as best we can.  The laundry is done, the outside elements brought in, the cabinets stocked.  We are ready to hunker down.

I took a walk this evening.  Listening to the leaves as they fell to the ground.  After Sandy all of them may be down.  The rain has not yet begun, but the wind is picking up.  People are on edge, scrambling to get what they can.

The storm is coming and each of us must battle through it.  We must also push through our own inner storms.  The ones we try to calm, but keep rearing there ferocious winds.  We must be gentle with ourselves.  Prepare, push through, hold hands with our neighbors, and together walk through to the sunshine.

May you be safe as the storm swirls and may you find the strength to make it through your own battles. Sending love and light.

bigger than the sky


Here
Beneath this sky, will you find me
Will you stop so we can share our dreams
Hold hands
Swap stories of where we have been

Will you share your heart with me
Be right here, in the moment
Tender love
Honesty
Raw heartfelt emotion

Will it be like the first time we met
Discovering each others beauty
Listening deeply
Fully engulfed in the moment

Or will you quickly move past me
Not even taking notice I am there
New people to discover
A different place to see
A whole new world opening up to you
Sisters taking you under their wing
Me feeling lost and forgotten

Have you grown bigger than me
Hands full
Unable to reach out and hold mine
Have I lost you in the glitz and the glam
Have you become one of the beautiful people

and so it grows

And so it growns
From the deep darkness the forest brings
Reaching for the light
Inching up
Slowly, slowly, slowly

And so it grows
On an unknown journey
Embracing the different paths to be taken
Digging its roots down deep
Head held up to the sun

And so it grows
Day after day
Night after night
Awakening to beauty
Discovering the strength it has within

And so it grows
Soaking in the rain drops
Feeling the breeze as it drifts by
Standing tall
Fiercly hold on

And so it grows
It true capacity and width unknown
Boldly facing each day
Grandly stepping forward
Living, living, living