lessons

There is always a lesson

Something to be learned

There is always someone else out there

Pushing you to recognize something

You may not have noticed

Something you need to see

Sometimes it takes a couple of trys

A couple of people

Sometimes it is more like a battle

But in the end

It happens

The light bulb goes off

It clicks in your brain

You wonder why you never knew this before

It all makes sense

It all seems so easy

You realize the struggle was worth it

The pain has subsided

And beauty is before you

thank you


I shy away from photographing people
I get nervous to ask someone to pose
Feeling so much pressure to get it right
So I snap away at nature 
And myself

I can easily photograph myself
But I avoid videos
There is something so vulnerable
About seeing myself on the screen
And hearing my voice

But I am trying to push myself
Dig a little deeper
Go a little further into that realm of uncomfortable
So I hit record with me in front of the camera
The result is this video

I thank all of you
For being there
And supporting me on my journey
I know I can reach higher and do more
Because you are by my side


hang in there

There are moments

When we feel

Like we are struggling

To hold on

And keep it all together

There are moments

When we feel

Isolated

Alone in this universe

With no one to help us through

In those moments we must realize

We are never alone

Ever

There are others

Hanging in there with us

Each moment that passes

There is someone

Cheering us on

Holding our hand

Looking out for us

In some of these moments

The support is in the background

Other times it shows up and scoops us up

We wonder how they knew we needed them

But they just know

Life is amazing in that way

Our deep connections with others

Makes words unnecessary at times

It is just a feeling

And it is powerful

So know that

No matter how far down you feel

You are not alone

There is someone watching over you

Ensuring you will make it through

Hang in there

now is the time

It is not about fitting into a certain mold

Mingling with a select group of people

Not feeling comfortable in your own skin

It is not about who you can be at any given moment

Fitting into any situation

It is not about that at all

It is about being your truest self

Doing what it is you love

Fully submerging yourself into the things that make you happy

It is about looking at life through your eyes

Soaking in the feelings that come with the moments

Really knowing yourself

And being happy with who that person is

It is about dancing when you feel like it

Even if no one else is busting a move

It is about pushing forward

Even though others may not agree with your choices

It is about standing firm in who you are

Even when you are challenged

This is your opportunity

To play

Dream

Dance

Laugh

This is your moment

To create

Exactly what you desire

Do not hold back

Listen to what your heart is telling you

And go for it

Do not worry about others

Listen only to that tiny voice that whispers

When all else is quiet

What is that voice telling you?

Artful Blogging

I am a dreamer

A really big dreamer

Usually my dreams are just that, dreams

But sometimes things happen in my life

That I never could have dreamed up

Magical things

That blow my mind

And fill my heart with love

Today one of those things happened

A dear friend of mine,

Mindy Lacefield

wrote a story about me

And it was published in

Artful Blogging

With two of my poems

I am stunned

Amazed

And keep pinching myself to believe it actually happened

When I saw the magazine in the bookstore I almost fell over

I met Mindy two years ago on the Oregon Coast

At the time I never realized so much magic would unfold between us

But it has

And is incredible

I have a feeling this is just the beginning of more magic to come

It gives me goosebumps to see my writing next to her

artwork

It is amazing what can blossom out of love and support

Friendship opens up the door of possibility

We are able to spread are wings and soar

Knowing that we have someone to lift us up if we fall

Mindy has held my hand and gently nudged me along the way

Opening my eyes to things I never knew possible

She is an extremely talented artist

And has this incredible warm heart

I am so blessed to have her as a friend

Thank you Mindy

For your love

Support

And sunshine that you carry with you

xo