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beach writing, nags head NC

I walk in the door to my apartment

The quietness engulfs me

It reminds me that I am alone

This reminder of being alone

Is packed full with intense emotion

At times I embrace the silence

It allows me the opportunity to dig deep into my thoughts

Create beautiful things with my hands

And connect with myself

But there are moments when that stillness is deafening

Feelings of isolation surface

A longing for connection swirls inside me

And tears fill my eyes

A constant tug back and forth

Elation and heartache

I cherish the solitude

But souls simply grow better when they are together

Each one reflecting back the others brilliance

Balancing and nudging the other forward

Lifting them up and holding their hand

For awhile I was not ready to embrace love

I needed to venture down my own path

Even though I was unsure of what that was

I stumbled and I fell

But I learned how to pick myself back up

The lessons that came my way were not always easy

But they were powerful

And opened my eyes up to the beauty in telling the truth

I feel confident in myself

Sure of the steps I am taking

And I am ready to not only give love

But to receive it in return

***

"souls just grown better together" ~ paraphrased from

Elizabeth

Squam by the Sea

Nags Head NC ~ squam by the sea

My heart is full

and so filled up with love

I spent four marvelous days in Nags Head NC

Soaking in the magic that happens at

squam arts workshops

I was seen for who I am by others

And for the very first time truly saw myself

I am a writer, what a glorious thing to realize

Breathtaking

Beautiful

Honest

Open

Loving

Soulfull

Tender

Brave

These are just a few of the words that describe what it is like being surrounded by the most radiant women and engulfed in their love. There is something so powerful about women coming together. Souls supporting one another, truly seeing one another, and reflecting back what we see to each other. Magic. Pure love and magic.

My world is a little bit brighter these days

Beauty surrounds me

And happiness fills my heart

Thank you squamettes

For being brave

Following the bat signal

And traveling to the sea

I cannot imagine my life without you

Sending you my love xoxo

Precious Moments

Last year this time I was on the Oregon Coast

Surrounded by the most amazing women

Each one so talented, so brave,

So willing to open up and share themselves

It was a moment in time that is forever etched in my heart

And since then I have not been the same

We stood along side one another

Held each others hands

Gave each other space to grow

We were present in the moment

And with each other

We learned how precious sisterhood really is

And we felt the power that happens when women come together

We laughed

We cried

We opened each other up

And held the space for one another

Even though a year has flown by

This sisterhood has remained strong

Support and love swirls through this group

My eyes well up with tears

When a candle is lit

A prayer is said

A hug is given

And a cheer is sung from the mountain tops

Even if it is virtual

It is filled with deep meaning

Thank you scarf sisters

For being exactly who you are

For spreading your wings

And soaring

The journey you are on is precious

And I am so lucky to watch it all unfold