Confusion

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I close my eyes

It is dark

Even when I open them

It is dark

I am not sure where I am going

The path I am on is long

At times I feel like I should stray,

Other times I feel glued to where this path is leading me

I am not sure where I am going

Darkness surrounds me

Envelopes me into this sacred feeling of 

being alone, terrified, and completely at peace

All of these feelings exist inside me

Swirly around

Meshing together

Blending into one thick paste

Which has taken over my heart.

I am not sure where to turn,

Not sure how to break through this hard shell

So for now I will let this hardness settle, but only for a short while

Soon I will need to break out my hammer and

chisel

away.

Does something soft and tender still exist under there?

and the trouble...

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"And the trouble I find is that the trouble finds me

It's a part of my mind, it begins with a dream

And a feeling I get when I look and I see

That this world is a puzzle, I'll find all of the pieces

And put it all together, and then I'll rearrange it

I'll follow it forever

Always be as strange as it seems

Nobody ever told me not to try"

~Jack Johnson~ Talk of the Town

Thank You..Whoever You Are!

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I always write for me.

To clear my head, make room for thinking, and to find an inner peace within myself. 

I don't have much of a following, and I really never keep track.

Although I must admit it is really nice to get comments from others.  

Every once in awhile a comment sticks with you, makes your day, makes you smile from ear to ear, and makes you happy that you decided to put yourself out there like this...on a medium that is so unpredictable.  

Anonymous ~ you have done this for me.  

Thank you making me feel not so alone in the world.

Thank you for commenting...and thank you for reading my words.  

I appreciate it more than you know.