I was hesitant to even begin

Because I knew what could happen when I did

I knew the road that I had potential to travel down

The twist and turns that could arise

The dead ends that I might face

Oh man, was I hesitant

Fearful even, of taking that step into this known sea of instability

I thought I was doing good

Taking all necessary precautions

Devising a plan to protect me on this journey

But there are some things you simply cannot prepare for

And like they say, all best plans usually fall to the way side

So now I am just looking for a way to slip out into the night

Unnoticed, unscathed

Erasing all memories

Reseting myself back to the way I was before