Spinning around and around

Unsure of landing my feet on the ground

I thought I was brave, ready to take the leap

But here I spin

Am I afraid to stand

Feet firmly planted on the ground

Soaking in my hearts desires?

Am I afraid to speak

Using my voice, my words

Saying out loud what I truly long for?

I thought I was fearless

Flying through the air

Facing all that came my way

But have I been avoiding the truth

Have I been hiding behind my shadow

Only showing an illusion of myself?

Feeling lost and confused

Trying to steady myself on the ground

Looking to see deep inside of me